Crab !

I'm always allergic towards lots of food. Crabs being the main culprit! When I was young, daddy always buy us Crab fried Meehoon and I never fail to puke in the toilet every time I ate it. Yeah thats why I hate it everyitme they have seafood at banquet. And sharkfin! Cause it always comes with crab meat. And my body burns everytime I take a sip. But I still eat it anyway. Cause it's Shark Fin!! LOL.

Then one day daddy brings us to a chinese restaurant. Ordered crab and I well, decided to give it one last try. HOLY! From that day onwards, I loves crab! So we took it each and every weekend. That day daddy had a long-time-no-see gathering with few uncle friends, telephone called and booked in advance - crabs. And it turn out to be this huge crab with the enormous and yummy claws - my favourite!

Isn't the claw huge? It was already lying across my plate.

Had to ask help from er ge to break it open. Mmmm,,, licking-finger delicious!

Messing around

Had been messing round with blog templates therefore leaving myself little time to post new stuff.
Plus had been keeping myself busy with piano up till 4 or maybe 5 hours straight and well, it hurts a little. I had cramps (my hand) *Can u bliff that?* last night making my sleep unbearable. *Yeah had always been complaining bout 'sleeps'*

Life now is even busier compared to my undergrad moments. Ample time for naps and lepak-ing in cinemas, shopping complexes, not to mention yum-char during the weekends. OH GOD. How i miss those time. Sigh.

Big Rolls

Got myself couple of big blue rolls whn daddy wasn't looking. tsk tsk. Im so into perms recently but outraged dat i couldn't do one on myself. too short. Plus its alreay brittle with all the straightenings and mishandling. Last option. Rolls. And wth it's not cheap. I think I got conned ... again. 15 bucks for these.

Does it looks like it needed 15 bucks?

 

Tried that on right after shower. Tadah! no difference.

Looking back, it did curl ... a little.

Blamed PS for her stupid skills, decided to camwhore myself using the enormous mirror.

*Click on pics to ENlarge*

Him

Right at this moment, only HIS shoulders, broad enough,

Voice, soothing enough,

Arms, wide enough,

Words, calm enough,

Hug, warm enough   ................... 

ONLY u, could understand how I felt.

ONLY u, could understand what I went through.

ONLY u, never judge & sees me for who I am.

HOW i wish, U are right here beside me.

<< HIM >>

Saturday Madness

Couldn't sleep ..... again. This is sooo not happening. SO , I ve decided to upload more pics. See how long it's gonna take this time.

5 MINS. wth. why in the world it took me an hour earlier? ape la ni.

Anyway, scroll at ur own risk.



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First and foremost, as u can see, it's my PROFILE PIC! How entertaining. tsk tsk

Done with the front pose. Now the side pose. Smileesss ^^

Oh god, another try. The previous failed. Show me a V

Satisfied. Next comes the serious one. Oh the aunty opposite me's looking. Prolly thinking wth nuts these gals are doing. You can't blame the young ... lol

I wasn't aware of this. But anyway Litheng started to hide. Giving me all the space to take my bhb shots.

OK! So i've decided to go for another front shot. This time with a prawn. I was chattering away to litheng and peisze and held the prawn for 30 mins long. Poor prawn. 

Last shot. The three of us. LT and PS must have been so relieved that it's over.

Dinner was so good dat night, I ate dam a lot, and everybody at the table was so polite and ladylike. *cough cough* I'm the most shallow person you ever see on that table. Jeez, thinking back, they must had rolled their eyes for like a thousand times. *who cares* tsk tsk

What is Loving JJ ?

A lot of ppl came asking wat JJ meant, a few interrogated, sniggered when I explained. That's annoying. wth.

Insulted my intelligence dat how the heck I, no WE, came up with such cute initials. Jealous bunch.

Ok, so I've decided to dedicate the entire page to clarify what the initials meant. JJ are two different names. As you guys already knew, Im Jia H*** and my darling Jin ***, ppl call him Jim anyway. And we have a dog, puppy to be exact and wanted to name puppy to represent the both of us. So we came up with JJ, the initials of our name.

Puppy JJ is very cute, and reacts well to the name, JJ. Although puppy JJ listens to daddy more than mummy (in this case, me and jim). From the way Jim treats puppy JJ makes me feels like he's a daddy, a good daddy. And this mummy J just plays with puppy JJ most of the time. So it makes us a happy threesome family.

But anyway, daddy J decided to leave PUPPY JJ with mummy J and mummy J fell sick becoz mummy J is allergic to PUPPY JJ. wth. It sounds weird using third party's name. And well, PUPPY JJ has got lotsa fur and so I couldn't stand and asked daddy J to bring PUPPY JJ back home.

In the end, daddy J kept playing with PUPPY JJ at home and ignores me. And i MISSED PUPPY JJ and daddy J so much dat I kept scolding daddy J everytime I talk to him on the phone.

  Puppy JJ. Our little Precious. Damn cute rite? Some ppl say its a toy and thinks that I'm conning them watsoever. *rolling eyes*  It's a real puppy for god's sake.

This is Daddy J. Looks like he's strangling Puppy JJ. *hiccups*

Last but not least, the Queen of the family, Mummy J. I'v just gotten out of bed and didn't want a camera shoot of my lazy look. Daddy J couldn't get a good shot of me. Serves you right.

And since I've started rattling about JJ and history, the nxt thing i did was to ransack my room for the all other JJ stuff that's in my possession.

This box here is made by daddy J on our 100th day celebration. Why? Because he doesn't have money to buy me a gift so he ended up stealing this box from his kitchen. Decorated the box with all the glow-in-the-dark stickers. It's supposed to be a clock, wth, a music-box with a clock. But when I put it on the plane back from Korea, the custom thinks there's smthing valuable hidden inside *rolling eyes* so they ransacked my baggage and damage it. wth

 

The ring on the right is our JJ ring. He keeps one and I keeps one too. A lot of ppl say it looks very "lou toh" becoz its gold instead of silver gold. But it's very popular in Korea. Ppl thr buy gold instead of silver gold.

I wanted a necklace so he got me one.

And the earring's a gift from the shop coz we spent a lot. But I lost one back here in Msia. wtf

It's taking me wtf long to upload these pics and I'm getting really pissed. Ill just skip and do this another time.

Oh and daddy J is serving the army now. So sad

Beauty and the BEAST PART2

It is so tiring to think about these people. So I totally brushed them out of mind up till a friend called, the victim of Beauty and the BEAST.

I was roaring with anger, cursing and swearing at the back of my head, however dissipates after an hour.

Sat myself down, listened to my favourite song and meditated *slap, kick, tear them apart*. In case I go to the kitchen and retrieve a pair of fork and spoon, and start kungfu-ing.

Talking bout the spoon, I rmb my ex biting a spoon awwww sooo cute ... and I went telling my friends how cute he looked with that spoon. They looked at me as if Im crazy.

Back to when my friend called, *was surprised to receive her call*, but anyway it was 3 in the evening and I was lazing on bed , too lazy to pick up calls.

So called her back and she was telling me bout the sales in town etc etc.

And dis thing surfaced, whn she told me she has a BF. HOLY SHIT.

I was surprised and asked if dah BF is the ex-BEAST. NOLA of coz. The BEAST is wif another beauty. wth he thinks he's ROMEO meh. Den she started blurting out, how f-ing the ex treated her. Even have the guts to KISS another gurl in front of her. (in dah club). In short, dont let ur ROMEO go to clubs wtf. ahhahahahaha. MUTHA *cough* F*****. Uncivilized BAS *cough cough* TERDS. How far can a guy goes disrespecting women? So low-level.

Den she blah bout being frens wif the X wtf.

I was raging with fire laaa, however numb ufta that.

Thinking bck, evybody do STUPID things.

Since she has already moved on, *dats what she said, and which I refuse to believe* However wishing her, her rightful happiness.

FOREVER Daddy's GIRL

I'm in a bad mood right now, so f-ing bad, and so exhausted coz i was being tormented over and over again. Anyway I have to blog this before my backbone goes all soft.

Daddy is always vehemently against the things that I love. Hv no idea why he's always doing that. Daddy still thinks that I'm too young to make any big decision in my life. Still his little baby in a cradle. How many times I have tried persuading daddy to give me the honor of an adolescent, NO, an adult.

Time and again, he always reminded me the mistake I had done, but it was PAST TENSE, nothing more now. I'm different now. He knows that. Mummy knows that.

ALWAYS terrorizing my decision. How am I to move forward if he keeps doing this. And now, he wants to tie me up here, in MSIA, forcing me back into my Bachelor's uni to further studies for god sake I HATE THAT PLACE, not my UNI, but that place and people DISGUST me already. I don't want to go back. *puke puke* Then daddy wants me to go penang, johor. WHY WHY? I DON'T WANT. Previously we compromised once. I finish my wtf BACHELOR and he let me choose my own GRADUATE studies. Now he's ignoring it, once again! Last time he already tipu me once into that bachelor now he wanna tipu me again. I was hopeless disappointed when daddy mention it after lunch, AGAIN. ALWAYS SPLASHING COLD WATER when i don't need any! I had been a good girl, always listening to him, why wouldn't he give me the chance to get hold of myself, my way?! It's not that I go on all different ways against him. It's not that I go wearing bunny suits, or even bikinis, dancing stupid snake dances, shaking like a whore in clubs. *no offense* I JUST WANT TO CHOOSE A SUBJECT THAT CONFORMS TO MY AREA OF INTEREST.

My voice quivered when I talk to daddy earlier, tears threaten to fall down my cheeks. I couldn't tahan the volume of my voice anymore and raised it a little. Daddy knew and quickly say, "All right, if that's what you want." Then I stampede to my room, upstairs. Crying all the way *tears*. I felt SOOOO bad now for making daddy sad. SOOOO bad that I didn't listen to daddy. I want to apologize to daddy but my ego is eating everything right now. I suddenly feels like a kiddo again. SIGH