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A beautiful melody which I am, humming softly in my head, reminiscing our memory, tasting it slowly, so that it will never have to end, so that I will always remember your soft voice, lame jokes, the old smell that I misses so much. Our melody, began when we first met at this small restaurant. Two little strangers in a strange place, a place I couldn't call home. I do remember, every little thing you said, every action you took, which took my heart away and all I could ever do was to look at you, and you only. I love having to wake up early in the morning, to give you a morning call. I love when you make me angry by going to bed again. Then I could have the green card to shout with tears streaming down my face, and you would sit opposite me, holding my hands beholding your silence. You would then tell me you will never do it again (which you still do) and call me cute pabo. This is our beautiful melody, even better than my favorite "taeyang's wedding dress". tsk tsk.

Love it when you carry me on your back, (although I'm super heavy), sat beside the river, talking, laughing, holding hands. And how you tried to hide your model car in my room from your mum, and how I forced you to choose between me and that car. Oh my god how much more jealous could I get over a model car?


I loved it most when you once, took a pen out, drew a ring on my finger in the public bus. And when you said you didn't care when others were looking at us, smirking and giggling, because you were only looking at me, which at that moment, took my heart away, once and for all.


Didn't gave thought that true love exist till I met you, so afraid that one day when I wake up, finding all this to be nothing more but than a beautiful dream. If this is what it is, I never want to wake up, because the place where you are is my melody. Ling, you never fail to hold my hand whenever I felt weak. When the world turn their back on me, but you, only you will have trust in me. I just love, this and the only ling. Because this is where I found the melody of happiness.
 
 

 

Melody of happiness

It had been months since I last came here. Had a strong urge to drop a post tonight. Well I stopped posting personal stuff, thoughts ever since some anonymous stalker tried making my life difficult. Felt it might had been best-off that I leave glorysanity as it is. But I do, do do miss spilling out here as I had been. No matter if I'm labelled as emo, rude, insensible and guess what, my blog is still messy as usual.

WOO HOOoooo ... these months of hardwork (is that so) had left me beyond recognizable state. Well, daddy and mummy always say the effort you put in is what you will get. YIP YIP HURRAY!! I'm officially a home-worm right now! Hell no, I pride on it. Don't you get jealouuusss. boo hoo. But at last I had the feeling that my effort had been rewarded, although I kept stressing this might not be the path I had chosen to take, however making me stronger.

Yeah definitely would like to take the opportunity (wth so formal?lol) here to thank those who had been supporting me all this while, always there to listen to me, and held me when I'm about to fall, where there's no place like home, no people like family, and no guy like jim ... (err .. from afar?) hehehe. I LOVE YOU GUYS =)