One in the morning

Felt like spilling out my feelings. A little emotional, a little shaky. I told myself I shouldn't procrastinate anymore; but i failed. I tend to lose grasp of myself easily. An hour ago, I felt like cursing. Cursing everything that's getting in my way. Hell no. I kept my mouth shut. I held back. Yes I did. Because what the heck, this is life! I should get back to work this moment. Else not my gut would be shaken and i would perhaps curse that a**hole! Oops.....