Missing out tid-bits of life

Couldn't help but to think that I missed a tiny part of life. It isn't as perfect as I had pictured. Always doubting, always afraid of what I might encounter in the future. Buts, Ifs, Dont think so , therefore, the thoughts that held me back. At every portion of life, I want to break a little piece outta me, splatter it across, so when Im lost, I could find the trail to Myself. My tid-bits.